omgg these boys can really jerk! get it!

and I am guessing they go to UCLA...lol I hope they ddnt just go up there to jerk...lol

Amber Rose (Kanye's girl) on Lip Service- big ups to worldstarhiphop.com

I see why Kanye digs her, she is straight freaky...get it Kanye!

Nicki Minaj says she is a "bad bitch..."

Okay, Nicki Minaj is the shit to me. It just dawned on me that Nicki was featured on the I AM Music Tour and I actually remember her performing a few of her songs, and she was tight. I could see why a lot of females do not like her, for one she is highlt confident, nasty, raw, and gutter. I respect her attitude and style because she is bringing something new to the rap game for females. She goes as Lil' Wayne's mistress, because he is the president of Young Money Records, the label she is signed too and her boss. Nicki assures the game that she has never given away her "sweetbox" to any rapper in the game, & if you don't know what she means about a sweetbox, you honestly won't understand her (she refers to it a lot). lol Nicki is ghetto, funny, and very outgoing, and she writes all her rhymes. Nicki says that she has never/and or never will ever have to have sex with Lil Wayne or any rapper for that matter because she respect herself too much . Although she calls herself the baddest bitch in the game that statement to her just mean being "bad" and everything you do, just basically putting your all into everything you do. Nicki is funny, & I am including some interviews of her! Nicki Minaj is a female MC, from Queens, New York. But I say don't let her looks fool you, she has flows!

Be on the lookout for Nicki Minaj: www.myspace.com/nickiminaj

Bayje- pronounced (beige)

A 19 year old singer/songwriter from Syracuse, NY. She can blow you guys! I got chills listening to this girl Oh and fellas, she is BOMB! This young lady is so naturally pretty, she is signed to Atlantic Records, and she is really talented! Her mother is White and her father is of African-American descent! if you want more info on Bayje, visit her myspace...

www.myspace.com/bayje.com
Bayje - No Happy Ending (Official Music Video)

Bayje - Find A Way

idea's anyone? my first tattoo is ready to transform...

okay so I need advice people.

should I

a) Get my tattoo colored in?
b) add some cool scenery like a background to my tat?
c) enhance the look of the peacock butterfly?
d) just go on to my next one? (sorry I really can't share with you guys what my next one will be, I don't want any thieves stealing my ideas...) lol


You may only vote once! lol

fuck it, put it in a bucket...ride that shit out...

I can honestly say I really miss the campus life. being off campus is like ok, i save money. but i mean there is nothing like walking out of my dorm and going to visit friends that live like 2 feet away from me. This off-campus shit is weak, I am at home alone on weekends out here, it's fucking boring, and sometimes I don't know what to do with my self. I mean this town is so damn boring! Like where the hell is the excitement out here, the life, the love...man something told me to get dressed and go to campus and just study or whatnot. But for reason I lost track reading this bomb ass blog, and shit, now it's dark. (9:46pm) to be exact. I miss living in the dorms and playing board games with roomies, watching movies with Beth, MO, Monie, Michelle, Erica B, Tina, and sometimes T. I miss the whole late chat sessions me and my rommies would have behind my roomies back! haha Good Times! I just miss being preoccupied, it's so hard to find stuff to do out here, and it's really getting to me, especially this year, like foreal. I guess the hoes at my school find their enjoyment fucking everybody, the people who are involved in sports have practices to look forward too, people who are nerds, study all damn day, and then there are people like me who try to study, but get so distracted at home that start reading blogs to pass the time. okay the parties are fun, for the most part, but what about me, Kiy the girl who doesn't really party, what does she do to past the time then. Man ontop of that Merced is retarded because parties get shut down like 5 mins after they start, and for some reason I get so mad when I think about all the alcohol that is being wasted because of the party being shut down. Ne way, I guess Merced is getting as far as my hair is concerned. I mean even tho a fill and a pedicure out here is not up to pare out here like in Los Angeles, I did find this wonderful black women to do my hair. Ontop of that, she does a really good job, which I am proud to say considering that the black people out here all look poor, down and out, or walking zombies to say the least. It's like the black people out here have had their lives sucked outta them. I mean its just so hard to get a properly groomed out here as a young black women. I mean like damn manicure is 25 bucks, full set is 40, and designs r like 5 dollars for EACH NAIL! like damn go to L.A. it's only half that price, maybe even a quarter! UGh eyebrows, let's not even go there, man 15 dollars....wtfff! Anyway I try to stay beautiful but this town is pulling me down, i try to stay productive but how do you stay productive when there are no rewards, no congratulations, no MOTIVATION, DRIVE, shit i dunno. Sometimes I wish i had a motivator, I mean my mom is a motivator, but I mean mainly for the fact that she didn't get the opportunity to even make it to college, but the point of this blog is, "Is this really how college should be?" "Should I be unhappy?" "Should I stay in this environment?" I think about this everyday, how being here is a choice, and I don't know why I choose to still be here. Through all the boredom, lack of entertainment, unhappiness, and ridicule, I STILL remain @ UC Merced. Whatever I might as well suck this shit up, all I got is two more years left.

P.S. Don't even make me get on the mall out here...omgg it's one level, and there is a longs drugs inside, no damn real stores! It smells like cows, and just ugggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhh! FUCK!

in the end i guess SUCCESS is my only motivation...my degree, my leisure, the luxuries that will soon come after college...

fuck it! swallow all that sappy shit and ride it out! GRADUATE SCHOOL = ATLANTA, MAYBE...OR DC?? HMM, WHO KNOWS....SHIT NEW YORK...OR MAYBE LOS ANGELES....

STAY TUNED...

wtfff I was really scared when I saw this pic!!!! WHY!!!?? MJ!!! WHY???!!

Big ups to Mediatakeout.com ! lol

Musiq- "so beautiful" big ups to concreteloop.com

soooooo this is his next single, "so beautiful" I really like the video, and honestly you can't go wrong with Musiq he is incredible. =D

Musiq Soulchild - "sobeautiful"

bee-yoooh-t-fuuuuuul MR. LE`...

OKAY, I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND...ESPECIALLY WHEN HE DISPLAYS THAT LOVELY SMILE OF HIS!!! =D
HE HAS THE PRETTIEST TEETH EVER...! LOL

70.5! ewwww reflection.

so I just got my sociology midterm back, and i got a mere 70.5...ehhh...I guess I can't really complain seeing as I studied for only two days, and got some answers confused with other questions...lol don't ask how, but i did. Anyway, on the other hand, I should just be grateful that I passed you know. But I just really wish I could have applied myself more and not only apply myself, but actually know material. Like for instance, be able to throughly explain a particularly position, problem, or subject. I feel like a dark cloud is over my head, and it's like raining on my head. I'm always freezing and I'm this weather is just not helping. NofirstnameDiorMyles, I can't wait till my nephew with no first name comes, i have feeling he is going to be a little rugrat/wanna be badboy...I think he would shine a lot more light in my life. I guess this cloud is over my head because of midterms, the weather, and some things I've read over the last couple of days. Don't you hate when you realize you've done something wrong all AFTER the fact. Life is a trip, I swear you don't realize how wrong you are until that one thing just walks out of your life. Like saying "ok, I'll change", but the person you want to see you change, doesn't necessarily see a difference. idk, just a thought. I'm tired of playing the victim, I feel like a lack a lot of strength. ehhh this blog is pointless. anyway. The point is don't take people for granted, live your life to the fullest, and love yourself, FOR YOURSELF....and idk just be true to yourself. I believe people should stop trying to please others and please themselves so much all the time. All in all i'm really tired of typing so i'm going to go.

k, buah bye...

just pics...you be the judge...

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